I have no strong feelings in any direction (other than to castrate the asshole revving his engine out on the street at 11 at night).
I am neither happy or sad, excited or bored. I’ve tried just vegitating in front of the television, but found I had to get up and do something. Of couse, I look around for a while and found I had nothing to do.
Man, I’m not even in the mood to download pornography. What is my world coming to?
It did just occur to me, that I seem to have broken out of my mood swings. I can’t remember the last time I was in a serious funk. And I haven’t been especially hyper or horney about anything in months. (Which isn’t to say my libido is dead… we’re talking a matter of degrees here).
I don’t know why, but this is a very good thing. I ccertianly wouldn’t say that I’m becoming mellow or anything. More like I am once again remembering who I am.
30 days baby… then I’m free. (After all, I’m pretty cheap already.)