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World AIDS Day

Today is World AIDS Day. It’s the first time in almost 40 years that the US government is not recognizing it. The justifying quote from the State Dept, that I heard this morning was that “An awareness day is not a strategy.” My well-considered response to the State Department is “Fuck you. You clearly have no idea of the power of people feeling seen.”

More than 700,000 people in the US — and over 44,000,000 in the world — have died of AIDS-related illness. Thousands of people are still dying every year. Hundreds of thousands of families here have a hole in them. And over 1,000,000 people are living with the disease in the US.

If the government can fund some of the batshit projects and events occurring at the White House this year, it can do whatever is necessary to also honor those lost to and those living with AIDS.

My first job when I moved to DC was at a studio that did a lot of work — before and during my time — with the AIDS community. I remember my boss’ work for the Names Project (organizers of the AIDS Quilt). I worked with AIDS Nutrition Services Alliance. I worked with AIDS National Interfaith Network. I remember coworker’s projects with the National Minority AIDS Council. So many people who made it their life’s work to help the people affected by this. So I think about and honor those people today, as well.

The government failing to recognize these people —  it’s own citizens — is terrible.

Dream Job

For a long time, my dream job has been as a presidential photographer.

I think my best photos are the ‘capture the moment’ images. Wether it’s long slow periods with that one subtle moment, or finding a clear, distinct moment amidst utter chaos. I love it.

And can you imagine any place more in the moment, doing more important work, experiencing more unique moments, than the White House?

But the last 4 years, I couldn’t bring myself to even think about it. I don’t necessarily have to agree with those I work with, (though it helps), but I couldn’t even imagine working in this outgoing administration. They wasted everything… they wasted opportunities, they wasted the american reputation, they wasted political capitol, and in the end, they also wasted lives.

I don’t know what’s coming with this new administration. But I can always fantasize about my dream job again.

Please keep in mind that this post is more than 3 years old. Opinions change. Tastes change. Everything changes. I may still agree with this, or like this, or I may not. But everything is kept up here for archival purposes.